How's It Gonna End

I'm sad :(
Don't ask why or I'll start crying again.
Do bad things happen to people for a reason?
Did I do something to deserve this?
I'm so careless.
I'm so forgetful.
Sometimes you hate yourself for being so human.
Even though I know this will teach me a lesson I still question, WHY?
Leave me alone :(

***edit
Thanks for taking me out and making me happy
Thanks for the concerned messages and missed phone calls (even though I didn't get them)
Thanks for just asking
You guys know who you are ... or do you
Thanks anyway :)